It became really good between she and I for a while, growing closer than we've ever been. "And then the episode [involving Welch] happened."3. I was sneaking it on planes, sneaking it in bathrooms, sneaking it throughout the night," she says.I remember thinking in my head I felt a bit of pride about it, like selfishly maybe I was helping her [get] back to being the Demi we know and love. Rehab Didn't Work the First Time Lovato received inpatient treatment for the first time in 2010, but the incident with Welch led to a two-month "bender" when she was "using daily." At 18 years old, she says, "I just came to a breaking point; the next 12 months were extremely difficult." She left rehab with a "glow" that faded fast. "Nobody knew."One night, mixing cocaine and Xanax had near fatal consequences."It's embarrassing to look back at the person I was."4. Lovato continued to use drugs in secret, and even faked drug tests using other people's urine. At her lowest, Lovato invited two "random people" to party in her hotel room and got "really, really drunk" with them before a flight in 2012.She Spent Time in a Psych Ward While in Palm Springs, Lovato's specialist says the singer had to be hospitalized after locking herself in her bedroom and swallowing pills. The bottle of pills is there, she grabs the pills, she then downs all the other pills and says, 'You f--king bitch! "I was so drunk, I vomited in the back of the car service on the way to the airport to perform on ," she says. "I felt like that was a moment in my career where I didn't care," she admits."I don't know if I'll lose him for the rest of my life. She Doesn't Identify as Straight During a fitting, Lovato tells stylist Avo Yermagyan she has been using the invite-only dating app Raya. I am open to human connection, so whether that's through a male or female, it doesn't matter to me," she says.She's doesn't have a type, per se, but she attracted to athletes."When I'm comfortable in my own skin, I feel confident," she teases."When I feel confident, I feel sexy, and when I feel sexy, watch out! She Is Still Battling an Eating Disorder"When I was in a relationship with Wilmer I went three years without purging, and when we broke up, that's one of the first things I did," Lovato confesses to Mc Intyre.
"I guess I always searched for what he found in drugs and alcohol because it fulfilled him and he chose that over a family."2.
, premiered on You Tube Tuesday, giving fans a raw look at her road to recovery. Lovato Tried Cocaine for the First Time at Age 17After being bullied for years in school, a popular student peer pressured Lovato into partying.
Directed by Hannah Lux Davis and filmed over the course of seven months in early 2017, it covers everything from her eating disorder to her sobriety, and even her first major heartbreak. She first drank alcohol and smoked marijuana, and she tried cocaine around the time she was working for the Disney Channel.
"That's the most important thing to Demi." As Lovato herself says in the documentary, "It wasn't a matter of they're going to leave; it was they're leaving.
'There's nothing more we can do for you.'" Taking her specialist's advice, she turned over her cell phone to cut off access to drug dealers. We connected on a level that I've never connected with anybody before.