To have some time back and been totally honest with myself. We broke one another’s heart but you forever will have it. The last time I was with Matt a few hours before he overdosed, he was twirling me in circles and I was laughing so hard as he swung me around. How Blessed am I that these were his final words to me. He was my daughter Taylor’s boyfriend, they always talked about the life they were going to have together. She still carries him in her heart and always will. I know Jesus welcomed you, but tell Him to wait a few years. There wasn’t the recovery programs that there are now. I’ve known his whole life Matt was gonna change the world, but this is not the way it was supposed to happen. Not a day goes by that my heart doesn’t ache for his voice and smile. Please tell your loved ones everyday how much you love them. Heroine took his like by accidental overdose on December 6th, 2012. yet.was socially using different drugs and let someone shoot him up with the wrong thing,.. It was devastating to me(his mother) and our entire family. He was a born again believer in Jesus Christ and played music to the Lord in church. Two years ago we lost Chris to an overdose of what most likely was Fentanyl. My friend Les died 15 years ago but after an accidental overdose of pain meds. Ur gone now and its to late to make upfor times lost i should have been stronger i should have showed u a better way im sorry my sweet baby i sure hope your up there with grandma and shes got her loving arms around u. Your determination impressed me from the beginning and I always liked seeing you, no matter what the circumstances were. Forever 38, forever loved, forever my son, forever a hole in my heart just your size. He left quite a mark on every person he knew and loved. Significantly missed by mom and their two children. He was already in a lot of pain that day but this news added to that.. My mom evelyn left this earth due to a heroin overdose when i was 12 years old she was a very strong person with a great sense of humor i diddnt really understand what she was going through as i was just a child but i learned later as i dealt with my own addiction i miss her everyday I LOVE YOU MOM Posted 06/07/2018 My son Stephen, 34 years old son died of a fentanyl overdose. He was all about helping people and would be happy to know that his sister, Joy and I now volunteer for NCHRC. Today and always I remember my son Cody who was 30 yrs old when he died from an overdose after suffering 15 years with his addiction. I have started a nonprofit organization offering support, education, and resources to all those affected by addiction as this is a devastating family disease that affects everyone who loves someone who is suffering from the disease. When I feel like giving up or saying “forget it” about something, I usually remember you and remind myself I can’t just quit, because you never did. The sun, it still shines; the wind, it still blows; everything looks just the same; but Eddie when I search for you, all I can do, is quietly whisper your name. He touched so many lives and many of his friends in recovery credit him to being a part of their success. 25 years wasn’t enough but it’s all he was meant to live. 1978 to 2014 Destiny died with her husband Joe from a fentanyl overdose within hours of their 12th wedding anniversary. Your babies miss u terribly and I can’t imagine what your mom goes thru daily ! It doesn’t seem real but I know you’re at peace now and heaven got one of its angels back and heaven is a better place now that you are there !! Then one day he learned his dad had a terminal illness.
Your son Caydon will be 9 yrs old son and what a smart little boy he is. You are always loved, missed and remembered For all the great things you brought to my life, especially for the wonderful gift of my Grandson Caydon. It has been over 2 years since you left this world. I also know that you were not aware it was fentenyl. I promise to raise your son, my grandson to know how much you dearly loved him. Its been 8 long years since you left us too soon, only 28 years old, beautiful, smart, and so much fun to be with. The worst thing was that the police said it was suicide but I know it wasn’t. He is missed every second of every day and I post this tribute in his memory.
Erica Lane although we had grown apart you we’re a life long friend w a HUGE heart and an amazing soft loving spirit ! Worked with his Dr doing any new treatments they developed and taking regular medication as prescribed.
He suffered terrible migraines for many years but fought bravely . Im so sorry for hurting u because of my drug addiction.
I know you are flying high with the angels and watch over all of us who loved you. The injustice of drug laws of which you were a victim has inspired me all my adult life, to change them so that more don’t die and others suffer completely needlessly. I never believed I would loose a child, but it happened anyway. God gained another angel when you were taken from this world. I pray that our Lord has been merciful with you and that you are in the utmost peace and tranquility….brothers miss you and love you and we talk about you often…never forgotten…always loved with cherished memories….
Your sister, dad, niece and I talk about you all the time, and you will always be a part of our lives even while you live in heaven. Nick you are no longer fighting this battle of addiction and are at peace.